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MAMMOTH
04:12
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strength or courage
i can’t decide
can it be both? or is it either?
Or has my conscious mind taken over
what were ethereal daydreams coated in toxic candy
melted
reduced
boiled, then dried
Firm yet soft
sweet then bitter
if hell isn’t a place then heaven isn’t either.
if hell is a place, how am i not there?
if hell isn’t a place
then where am i?
where am i?
where am i?
where am i?
Lost and found.
lost and found.
lost and found
panting
i closed my eyes
and woke up
to you inside
panting
entering
turn around
penetrate my cheek
then bury a whole inside me
deep deep deep
searching
didn’t close my eyes
but woke up
searching
wondering
where am i?
searching
where am i ?
thinking
maybe i can erase it
maybe i can stop it
when will it stop
when will it stop
thinking thinking
strength or courage
maybe she’s born with it
maybe they’ll exploit it
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THAGOMIZER
03:57
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you’ve braided our noose
with red white and blue
climbed up the hill
then back again
climbed up the hill
then back again
only to be shoved by
Deep rooted hate
deep buried disdain
deep rooted hate
deep buried disdain
bled to be heard
bled to believe
bred to be heard
bred to believe
to believe we had a choice
Do we have a decision?
Is my body not my own?
Who has the final say?
is it them or is it us?
Is him or is it me?
i can be whatever i want to be
we want to be
Not your conceptualized reality
reality reality reality
Deep rooted disdain
deep buried hate
bled to be heard
bled to believe
Access, i need access
affordable or free
is not a female reality
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3. |
POWERSNATCH
02:18
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shoved my face in
i didn’t feel it
pulled my pants down
i didn’t feel it
stuck the knife in
i didn’t see it
broke a bitch in ?
well now i feel it
now i feel it
now i know I’m just
a body
lying there for you to fuck
a lifeless corpse
don’t wake up don’t wake up
your mind over manors
at attention in the air
just a necrophiliac in disguise
to explode before you open your eyes
it’s sick to think
it’s sick to know
its fucked to see
you
i didn’t even know
lording over
with lust tinted eyes
you’re just all my doubt
my fear
my hate
my hope
in disguise
stuck the knife in
i didn’t see it
broke a bitch in ?
now i feel it
now i feel it
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TETHERED
03:42
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There’s strength in numbers
and i was taught to be weak
we are taught to be weak
and i was taught that there’s
weakness in submission
power held in authority
over me
If you’re in someone while they're out
IT’S CALLED ASSAULT
if you fuck them while they’re black out drunk
IT’S CALLED ASSAULT
push them to break to consent
IT’S NOT YOUR FAULT
IT’S NOT YOUR FAULT
groped and harassed, out cold
don’t you know, no means no
don’t you know, nothing means no
violence isn’t the answer
consideration is
consider this
there’s strength in numbers
and i have thought to be weak
i were taught to be
THINKING ABOUT YOU BEFORE YOU THINK ABOUT ME
SETTING IMAGINARY BOUNDRIES
THINKING ABOUT YOU BEFORE YOU THINK ABOUT ME
SETTING BOUNDRIES
THAT YOU CROSS BEFORE YOU KNOW THEY EXIST
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SQUEEZE
03:48
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Stuff it
roll it
pack it
squeeze it in
the real you, thin thin thin
Don’t just assume people are okay with being your fetish
consent
assume that differences give you power
consent
Convince me I’m someone I’m not
to carry the weight of the world
without my consent
I’m not fat you’re just a dick
squeeze it
push it
bite it
stick it in
A Specimen
lined with lycra
contained
squeezed in
take up the least amount of space
squeeze it in
then vacuum seal me
I’m done
I’m done
I’m done
i got my first pair of spanx when i was 10
i have not viewed myself the same since then
thin thin thin thin a specimen
keep it down, not this time, not this time
fingers in, food out,
thin thin thin
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